What was my most life-changing decision?

 No, it's not leaving my law career or moving countries or starting my Human Design business - while I am SO glad I made those decisions.

The biggest and most important decision that led to all the above and brought me so much more was: Choosing to follow my intuition over my mind – and deciding to be decisive!

Not just when it was easy, obvious or uncomplicated. But especially when it was hard, challenging, uncomfortable & shit scary. I always said I was indecisive but really that was a protection mechanism, my emotional authority meant I never felt 1000% sure but that didn't mean I should spend my life sitting on the fence. 

My life changed when I decided to finally make the decisions my intuition called me towards, without being certain or 100% sure where it was all going.

I hear this so often, “I feel my gut but my mind talks me out of it.” “I get an intuitive feeling but I don’t really follow it”. Waiting for your mind & intuition to be on the same page will mean you’ll likely wait forever.

There is this idea that following your intuitive call is easy! HELL NO - It's going directly against your conditioning and protection mechanisms that you built up over the years. 

Having doubt does not mean it’s the wrong decision. You have two opposing voices - your mind & your intuition. One wanting sameness & the other change.

If you desire change, your mind can’t give you that. It’s wired for sameness & to avoid risk. Change requires risk. So it’ll say, “maybe tomorrow” “not right now” “that’s not possible”. Your mind is full of conditioning and what you have always done - and when I decided to no longer live in fear, lack & smallness - my life transformed.

Only your intuition can guide you towards that change. The best decision you’ll ever make is to start experimenting with following your intuition. Everything good, explorative, fulfilling and enriching comes from this place. And often, it is behind a fear - it is the human initiation into becoming the person who creates & aligns with what you want.

You don’t need to “wait” until you are braver, more knowledgeable, more fit, more confident, more {fill in the blank}. The feelings & peace you’re seeking doesn’t come from becoming something else, but becoming more of who you actually are. All of you.

If you’re here, you probably have a growth mindset. But where are you creating blocks & barriers for your own growth?

Where do you not let yourself take the leap and do the thing your body & soul WANT?